So I guess this is where you post things. I can't even imagine, as I write down this first message, that anyone will ever read this. Why then would I waste the mental effort scrawling down my humble and meager feelings. I want to share my emotions, but not with those around me. I have an eating disorder, I compulsively consume food at a horrendous scale. I've decided to do an equally unhealthy and equally mentally disturbing thing, and stop eating. I suppose a secondary purpose for writing this, is to keep me honest.
We'll I'll probably be disturbingly caviler about my mental state, but as of yet nothing. I'll try and keep a tracker on when the last thing I ate was, and what it was. The last thing I ate was...a loaf of bread and a wheel of queso fresco. I'm going to try and fast for 3 days, I'll try and post everyday towards the end of the day.
